Senin, 28 Januari 2013

Passion and Dream

When i was still in school, I haven't really thought about my dream or what job I wanna do in the future, I still haven't realized about the things that I really like and how to maximize it to be more useful, that's why I chose my current major in college, becoz I thought this major have a wide range and variety in job opportunity and could always be useful wherever we might be..maybe that was also becoz I still lack of information and perception back then..I know I'm such a simple-minded and easy going person..(^^)a

But until now, I've never regretted my choice back then..becoz in this college I've learned soo many precious things that I'm not sure could be achieved anywhere else..and I'm very grateful becoz of it..:)

After going through all this time in college, and maybe becoz of age too, makes me inevitably start to thinking about future, my dreams, what do I really want, what would I do after graduate, about job, and what path would I take for my future.
And thx to all my friends, I can indirectly learned so many things from them..and I'm slowly start to realize and understand about the things that I really love, my passion, my dream and things that has been my "speciality"..One of those things is, my dream job was always to work on something that related to anime, such as become an anime reviewer or contributor.

I know and I'm well aware that those dream might be "quite simple" to be called a dream, and people might think lowly of it, becoz they don't think it's kind of job that has a "bright" payment, and not to mention the stereotype, I have experienced that quite a lot..how people look down on my passion becoz they think anime is for children, so people who like it is childish (and I hate that stereotype) but for me it always been something I longed for, and I think it is unfair to judge someone based on their hobby, becoz I think as long as they can prioritize things, has a broad and mature mindset and maintain their professionalism and responsibility, they could be  more mature than  people who has "normal" hobby but has a mindset and attitude like a child.

But after all this time, I realized that anime is really my passion, something that I really love with all my heart, something that I've loved ever since I was a kid, and those feeling is still the same even until I am at this age, and I think it will always still the same no matter how old I might become, becoz I think anime is one of the few things I could never give up on. I know i might sound like a freak for some people, but I've decided to not run away or embarrased or feeling down becoz of it anymore..It is my passion, and lately, I really grateful to God becoz He gave me this passion, for me to have something that I loved with all my heart, something that could make me feel excited, make me feel alive and happy, help me to forget my problem and give me something to dream about, that's why I think I should be really grateful for it, and I will fight for it. I think passion that has been given by God to us is as valuable as talent, it could do good and become positive for us and people around us if we develop it well. Beside, we only live once, and I think it will be very sad if we betray our own heart and our passion only becoz we care too much about what others would think, and I also believe that people who really care for us will accept us as who we are, including our passion :)

And even though I still haven't figure out the concrete way to make my dream come true, or even whether if I could make it come true, becoz I don't know what would happen in the future, even if I might be doing something else as my primary job, I will try to keep on doing what I can in my capability to develop my passion, such as writing review based on my own opinion about anime that I watched, improve this blog, keep praticing and improving my writing skill, and I will be very happy if my review could help people and expand their knowledge about that anime, even if it just a little. ^^~

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